It is kind of funny in that way that makes you giggle while everyone stares at you because you are the only one laughing. I mean, it is funny the way things change, the things that once evoked emotions so strong triggering the desire to vomit no longer affect you while other things you once took for granted become extremely important. That being said I am currently cataloging in my head all the things over which my feelings have changed in the past year or so that are really inappropriate to talk about where people who might actually know what I'm talking about can read. Thinking about change reminds me of a question I regularly use to aggravate those who choose to be close to me--how can we ever know who we are or who other people are? We're always changing, so we're never the same from moment to moment, so how can we really know ourselves or other people. I don't think we ever truly can. Despite that, I am still procrastinating studying in the same manner I always have, drinking the same inspiring drink I always do when I'm lacking inspiration/will power and need that final push, I'm still day dreaming about the same thing, looking at the same pictures, missing my brother, and longing for a far off futures while trying not to forget the importance of today (and well that test I have tomorrow afternoon.)

P.S. I got to listen to a violin tonight and share it with a friend whom of late I haven't spent enough time with and it was absolutely delightful. I wish I got to do things like that more often.