Stomach Aches

The past few days have left my head confused and my stomach troubled in the same manner that caused me to earn a B- in my high school calculus class--which by the way ruined my straight A streak. Concentrating on my finals has been a constant struggle over the urge to dwell on the thoughts churning violently in my stomach. Today, I am at peace, the storm is over, and in a more real sense nothing has actually changed. Regardless of the steady outside, the winter time in which things slow down, hide, and die, I have experienced the growth and refreshment of Spring. Tuesday night, although unbelievably painful, has been the catalyst for this growth and calm that I am now experiencing. I see more clearly the future I want, the things and the people whom ought to surround me. I understand myself and what happened more fully and peacefully.